An Interesting End, I Guess

2021.10.22 01:21 AdorbAnxiousAvoidant An Interesting End, I Guess

So, this is interesting- this emotional upswelling,
When I saw just a few simple recent posts by a
woman on your profile, & you, to others too,
And that you commented on some porn.
This is an interesting thing,
That happened inside my body: At first, I
Couldn't identify it-
I thought I must have heard a loud sound outside
Or maybe I
Was having some sort of sudden physical problem
Perhaps food poisoning, you know, the moment
before it really hits? Pulse pounding, sweat pouring,
mouth filling with coppery spit, eyes narrowing,
A thing happened-
It took me a minute, before,
All bemused- I realized- Oh.
How funny I am.
I am feeling fury, a jealous fury, an irrational jealous
Irrational because:
You've done nothing wrong.
I am still fucking someone else: you say you are not.
You have every right to do anything/anyone.
It was just a comment, just a porn shot.
I do not feel jealousy, usually I am secretly so relieved when a lover takes a lover or when their attention wanders- takes the pressure off me. Relieves the scrutiny. Helps me relax.
I am dead inside, usually.
I do not understand.
If this happened with anyone else, I would definitely be completely repulsed by my reaction and ghost.
Actually. Now that I think about it more. That temptation to ghost might overwhelm my system.
Fuck. I wondered what would trigger this feeling, this need to leave.
To seek safety.
Thought it would maybe not happen this time. But
You commenting on others' posts. A girl. Porn.
Looks like it was that easy.
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2021.10.22 01:21 ScepterRedditor Basically this is red team in a daily basis

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2021.10.22 01:21 derrick22henry Is it just me or is Titans x Chiefs turning into a rivalry?

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2021.10.22 01:21 fog_girl Some of the coolest people on this sub!!!

Just the first people who came to mind btw, if you’re not on this list, you’re probably really cool too!!!
u/dasietheweenqueen but she’s gone rn
u/slashy_washy but she’s asleep rn
Plus a lot morreee!!!
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2021.10.22 01:21 sadfdsafdsfsa DIDI to the moon

DIDI Global ipo price was $14, went down to around $7 soon afterwards. Yesterday it is up nearly 14%. It should easily go over its IPO price in the coming weeks. What do you think?
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2021.10.22 01:21 cryptidhunter1 Can a character have more than one career?

In Warhammer Fantasy Roleplay can a character for example be a Norscan Berserker and a Warrior Priest of Ulric at the same time?
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2021.10.22 01:21 Adam-best Snowflake Keychain Multi-Tool This snowflake-shaped tool is a stainless steel survival tool with 15 practical functions. It can be used as keychain, screwdriver, bottle opener, wrenches & more than you imagine!Put this PORTABLE snowflake into your pocket for outdoor sports, camping, boarding, ad

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2021.10.22 01:21 GoFishOldMaid What is, why is and who is Microsoft Office One Note? Seriously, who uses it and why?

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2021.10.22 01:21 Jiveturkey1987 Video idea

Hire a private investigator to find jack for Sandrine
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2021.10.22 01:21 scotchfaster What if God was one of us?

Just a slob like one of us? Just a stranger on the bus tryin' to make his way home?
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2021.10.22 01:21 mus1CK_Rx Dodgers in game 5

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2021.10.22 01:21 RandomGuy0509 joe in class

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2021.10.22 01:21 tahoepines45 Never underestimate your owies lol!

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2021.10.22 01:21 thedesihornyone Sexy Bhabhi Record Her Bathing Clip

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2021.10.22 01:21 RoninRobot I call it Baby Rider. I’m also a robot and I hate these stairs.

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2021.10.22 01:21 -Fong- Truth Yasuo & Dream Yasuo | Dragonmancer Skins Cinematic Trailer from Bilibili

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2021.10.22 01:21 weijiachen Noticed by u/dankswordsman in my previous post, i increase the clarity of the wallpaper i edited.

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2021.10.22 01:21 Mediocre_Respond6449 How would you tell your so that your relationship isn’t going to work?

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2021.10.22 01:21 NerdygirlJedi119 Lizzie fan art I did

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2021.10.22 01:21 FantasyGaffer Celebrating Bundesliga and Sorare Daily Issue 150

Celebrating Bundesliga and Sorare Daily Issue 150 I've been writing Sorare Daily for more than six month, and just reached a big milestone by publishing Issue 150. To celebrate I made my scouting reports for Bayer Leverkusen an Open post. You can read the full post on the site, which also includes a discussion of Limited cards, MLSPA U23 GK Thomas Hasal and the former "D5" tournament. If you sign-up for Daily you get access to more than 20 Open posts; if you subscribe you get access to the full archives (160+ articles and 200+ scouting reports) plus 4-5 posts every week emailed directly to you. All content here originally published by me 4 September 2021 and republished here, by me. Enjoy -jw
Lukáš Hrádecký - GK, age 31
The 31 year old Finn enters his fourth season as a the No. 1 for Bayer 04. His last three seasons have presented a mixed bag but generally he’s improved his goals allowed per 90’ from 1.53 in 2018-19 to 1.02 in 2020-21. The three seasons have brought 27 total clean sheets from 95 starts and he’s regularly in line with his post-shot expected goals, fluctuating from -4.1 in his debut season to +4.7 the next, and settling right on the nut (-0.2) last term. Nothing to dislike here, and he’s signed through 2023.
via SorareData
Andrey Lunyov - GK, age 29
This is an odd one, unless the money was just too good to pass up. Lunyov has been in the mix as the No. 1 for Zenit these past five seasons, including 59 starts with 23 clean sheets in back-to-back-to-back years as Champions. Now he’s on the bench for Leverkusen and they must be happy to have such a solid second choice. That doesn’t do Sorare managers much good except as Next Man Up.
Mitchel Bakker - Def, age 21
One summer to remake a defense and here we are. Bakker (21) and Odilon (20) figure to be among the first names on the squad sheet for years to come. The Dutch youth international has been a part of three title-winning sides, first with Ajax 2, then Ajax (well, he didn’t make an appearance), before moving to PSG where he started once 2019-20 and 18 times (with two assists) last season. That ended with Tomas Tuchel left, and he is now starting a five-year deal with the German side.
via SorareData
Jeremie Frimpong - Def, age 20
Another U23 defender making regular starts for Bayer, the former Man City and Celtic player has Championship pedigree, lifting the Scottish title with Celtic in 2019-20. That was his age 18 season when he made 12 starts, scoring two goals with an assist. His current SO5 scores are awful. That makes this a buy for the future and the hope he can build on minimal attacking returns. And don’t be fooled by the assist already this season but there are (small sample disclaimer) signs he’s turning it up. Last year he recorded 0.6 xA in 436’, this season he’s improved to 0.7 xA in 270’.
Amine Adli - Mid, age 21
This is another new summer arrival to Germany. 21 year old Adli arrived from Toulouse in Ligue 2 for the second largest fee spent by Bayer 04 this summer (behind Kossonou) but has not yet cracked the first choice XI. He is a part of the squad and has one 7’ appearance so far. His career in France likely have the front office dreaming he’s the next Leon Bailey - like Bailey he’s shown deftness in scoring and creating goals. His breakthrough season in 2020-21 resulted in 8g, 7a from 2,507’ (33 apps, 29 starts). This is likely his settling in year, but the forward could be quite good for Sorare managers in the future. Sorare lists him as a MID and doesn’t have cards for him yet. So even if you liked his short-term potential, he is not available yet. [note: this is still true! No Adli cards]
Moussa Diaby - Fwd, age 22
Since leaving PSG for Germany, Diaby has evolved into a goal-creating force. five goals with five assists in his debut season (2019-20) evolved into four goals with 11 assists last term. This year the 22 year old has played three from three, tallying two goals and an assist already. He is not just aged 22, he has that early July birthday (July 7) which means he has this year and next at U23 eligibility in Sorare plus the all-important extra year of U23 while playing in his age 24 season. Whatever else happens in the squad Diaby, who made 28 starts last year, will remain a vital part of the attack.
via SorareData
That's about half of the full scouting reports for Leverkusen; the full reports including pricing data for all scarcities is in the full post. If you enjoy these short reports and find them valuable, there are also full scouting reports for BVB, RB Leipzig, every GK to appear this season in the Bundesliga, the U23 eligible players to target and today's post on key stat leaders and SO5 potential. If you'd like to subscribe and enjoy a good deal, use this link for a discounted subscription. Thanks for reading and welcome all feedback and questions!
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2021.10.22 01:21 whackyaback 22M My one IRL friend ghosted me on the day of our plans

My friend and I had planned to hang out in Miami yesterday, he even texted me the day before asking if I was still good to go. I’ve been feeling pretty awful and depressed lately so I was looking forward to hitting the town with my homie. The day comes and I message him on snapchat asking if he’s ready to go. After 25 minutes of no response I open the app and I see he left me on opened. Then I look on his story and he’s posting pics of himself hanging out with some girl. I message him again with question marks and he just leaves me on opened once more. I didn’t message him again and he still hasn’t said anything to me at all.
I’m not one of those “bros before hoes” kinda guys. If he was interested in pursuing this girl and she wanted to do something with him that day, I’d be understanding of that. But is it too much to ask to send one message to the guy you made plans with? The fact that I wasn’t worth a single message letting me know what’s up makes me feel like shit. Like I’m just a disposable side character in his life.
We’re not married, he’s not obligated to respond to me, but getting blown off by a close friend who I thought respected me does hurt a lot. But maybe I take things too personally.
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2021.10.22 01:21 woozyking All-Seeing Eye Dogs

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2021.10.22 01:21 iarejd Need help: Group voice chat not working

Has anyone recently experienced their group voice chat not working? My settings are set to “Group Only” and I used to be able to hear group members fine but now I don’t hear a thing. All other game audio is fine.
I play together with a friend all the time and we use discord (he uses open mic) and sometimes when we’re grouped with randoms, I can hear him replying and talking to others in the group.
Tried switching to Enabled and Disabled and back, restarted the game, checked my output device and everything.
Any suggestions? Thanks in advance.
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